I am a wife, a mother, a daughter,a grandaughter, a sister, a friend...I've learned it is better to create happiness than pursue it. People will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel

Saturday, June 9, 2012

A piece of the puzzle is missing

I haven't been able to blog for the last year since Frank passed because I have felt like a piece of the puzzle has been missing.  I am sad to say I haven't taken alot of pictures because when I do I feel like something...someone is missing. Looking back at my past blogs I am sad for what we have lost, an amazing Father, Husband, Son, Friend. It frustrates me that life goes on without him. No matter how angry, sad, and depressed I get, nothing ever changes...tomorrow comes and he is still not here. So here I am attempting to create my own happiness...for myself and for Jacob, and I think I need to start here....blogging and making new memories.....as crippling as it is.... without Frank. I decided that I am going to post something I am thankful for everyday...as a reminder that not all is lost....so today....I am thankful for my amazing son...who is the reason I get up in the morning and face the day without Frank with a smile on my face...

2 comments:

franklyn said...

will pray for you steph...

Sheri Evald said...

Great approach my friend!! You will find much to be thankful for!!! Everyday you get stronger! Though you will never fill that void -I am confident you will find much sunshine in your world and you will bring much sunshine to the world of other's!!